You gotta make clear to yourself your priorities and goals while always knowing your value. Never devalue self if can’t get something done in the manner you wanted or timeframe you were trying to acheive it in. You are trying, that deserves accolades in of itself. Change isn't easy, but can truly be worth it.

This is not a casino, where the odds of winning depend on the casino(sheets rigged!). Naw mon amis, this is you are the odds, and the evens, and the outcome. Push all in your favour I say. See the outcomes as you stack the odds in favour of your win. You're not playing your life for a chance at the outcome to win. No, you know you're going to win, its just a matter of time. Proper planning, and giving yourself the chances, as you place your change in the slot of a game you call '“ life,” and pulling the handle to your destiny you are trying to craft. It's your game that you're building here. Why not build it so you could win it.

The unknown of darkness in our lives hides many things